While the book received tabloid headlines, few regard Bergin as an authoritative biographer. Bergin himself says that this first book will probably be his last. “I don’t consider myself an author,” he told NEWSWEEK. “Do you?” The book is a collection of photos and banal moments, like the time at 13 Bergin tried–and failed–to lose his virginity. Why did he feel the need to add his unique perspective five years after the couple’s tragic death? “My purpose was to set the record straight,” Bergin insists. “I’m a hypocrite for saying that I want the families to stop hurting because I know [my book] is going to stir up a lot of emotions.” But he says telling the truth will help give everyone closure. “When I decided to write the book I was considering Carolyn, and her name, and her family the most,” he says. “I wrote the book thinking Carolyn would be proud of me.” Although his own father repeatedly urged him not to write it, Bergin says he did the right thing. “I wanted John and Carolyn to rest in peace.” Much too late for that.
